I thought feeling lonely and rejected was bad, but hoping that someone better will come along feels even worse.
Edit: And probably the worst feeling is when I'm trying to be optimistic, but life has its ways of continuously kicking me to the ground until I finally feel like I might as well stay down. It was just one of those days. I haven't felt like that in a long time, but with low lows come high highs and I managed to find the silver lining in my cloudy day after watching "Tangled" ^__^
I was never into Disney princesses and fairy tales, but I suppose the hopeless romantic in me was on high volume and found this to be one of the cutest movies ever. This was my favorite scene since it made me realize (wait for it) the type of guy I want to be in a relationship with (damn, that sounds cheesy -- I'm 21 and I'm basing the ideal guy off of a fictional character from a children's movie nonetheless). Besides being loving, thoughtful, and respectful, I want someone who'll go the WHOLE nine for me. I want someone who'll make me feel special and do romantic things for and with me. I don't even care if it's just for our anniversary or Valentine's Day..I don't want to settle anymore and I definitely don't want to convince myself that that moment we shared was special "just because."
If all good things come to those who wait, then I'll be more patient minus the doom and gloom attitude. No more settling. No more excuses.
